I've been striving for a bit more routine in my life lately, and blogging regularly falls into that intention. I intend to create space for personal reflection and introspection. I've realized recently that a lot of change has happened around me which tends to effect where my attention is spent. My attention being elsewhere causes me to eventually walk into a wall and only then (when smacked in the face with the awareness) do I realize a shift needs to be made.
So anyhow, that's all at the forefront of my awareness right now.
As for the recent past, here's what's been going on:
If we're friends in real life or on social media you probably heard that my brother was in a bad motocross accident last month. His pain is lessening, his spirits are well and his relationship with God, family and friends is being forged stronger. This is a long road for him though and while it's definitely effecting him, his wife and daughter most, seeing it effect them and my parents is really, really difficult for me. I'm a 'fixer' by nature and knowing I can't fix it is hard. We trust our God though, and while we're hopeful the wheelchair is only temporary, we know His plan is perfect and take solace in that.
In all things there is good, and there is joy in finding the silver lining. For me that has definitely been the opportunity for more family time. I love Portland, but moving here has taken time with my family from near-daily to once every few months at best. In the past month I've had the opportunity to travel home twice, and am already planning to return in a few weeks. Can't complain there! I mean look at this munchkin, how could you not love time with her...
In other news a huge bucket list item has been crossed off recently...
I SAW AMOS LEE LIVE Y'ALL!
In the flesh.
In all his sexiness.
I saw Amos Lee.
Oh what a glorious night it was.
The show was great! So full of energy, and that voice.... oh that voice.
So there you have it. Some ups, some downs, and lots of recognition of needs and intentions.
How has life been for you lately?